=) I'm happy. I wasn't for a little, but I put most of that stress behind me. SATs are over, I worked out the whole "hour" dilema with LJS, I don't feel completely worthless, and... yeah. =) Life is definitly good again.
Let's see... what's been going on... the last weekend in October has got to be the best weekend of my whole life. Craig and I just... =) Man... we went to this haunted hotel thing with live actors and I was crappin' my pants and we saw SAW II and that was wonderful and we just spent some lovely time together and... aw. =) I heart him.
Christmas is literally right around the corner and I have so much to think about. I don't know what to get Craig at all. I mean, he got Jimmy Buffett tickets for his birthday, and I can't really afford to just give him Jimmy Buffett tickets for everything, ya know? hehe... so I don't know. And I have other people I have to buy stuff for and... Ahh... hehe.
Holy crap, it's late... maybe I should go to bed. Considering I have a stuffy nose/start of a cold, I think I shall. Good Night! =)
Oh yeah, and Homecoming...
It was a blast. We danced the whole time and went to BK and Blockbuster afterwards and then he spent the night. We couldn't sleep in the same room, but I still loved it. =) The whole night was great, with the exception of regretting not doing the Senior Procession and my feet hurting at the end of it. =) =)
I think it's funny that this class is over in like... a week and we've done nothing. hehe. Well, since I haven't updated in awhile, I guess it's time. School's been going okay, work at the Deb sucks and LJS is going the same... I guess I can say my life is comfortable. =) I'm beginning to realize a lot of things that were blinded to me before and those things just make me happy. Yayy! No more worries for me. =)
I love you so much, Craig!!
Wow, it has been awhile...
Well, my birthday has come and gone now, but it was a great [few] day(s) while it lasted. On my birthday, I went to Craig's and got a bunch of stuff from him and his family. My hunnie gave me roses and a pretty heart necklace, and then we went to Damon's Grill =) and to another place that I could actually go to because of my new age. 0=) hehe. My brother came home late Friday night and I got to spend a large amount of time with him on Saturday. I also went to the Bloomsburg open house on Saturday... didn't like it at all, and we took Craig with us to the Bloomsburg fair. I walked into a fence... hehe... and we rode the Power Surge which was wayy more crazy than the one at Knoebels, but I still liked it. =) Craig won me a pink pony =P and I won him a picture of a bear that says "I love you." hehe. We got back here and watched tv for awhile and then I took him home. =) =) Good Weekend.
Homecoming is in a week and 2 days. I'm getting excited about that even though we don't have many plans made as to where we're going to eat or anything. I also need to figure out how I want my hair done. Oh well... I'll get around to it. =) Oh, and my dress is beautiful... hehe, thanks to Renee.
Alright, well... I guess that's it for now. I'll try to write more soon. =) =)
But I'm not talking about Craig this time (even though I do love him very much). This entry is dedicated to my brother. He called us today and I got to talk to him for a few minutes and we were actually talking instead of sitting in silence. I told him about DeSales and how much I love it there and we talked about our birthdays (September 29th) and I asked him what he got me and I am so excited to see him. One week and one day. =) I miss my big brother so much, and whenever he comes home, I never want him to leave. Oh man. I do *heart* him very much. =) =) =) Good Night!
I forgot to say Jewelry on my last entry. hehe.
Since everyone keeps asking me what I want for my birthday, I'll just put it in here... 1 Million Dollars. J/K! hehe. I understand that this isn't something that all of my friends and everyone can get me. I don't think I'd want that many... maybe just from one person, but ever since I was little, I've always seen my dad get them for my mom and I've always wanted them: Roses. I think it's so romantic, and they smell so good. I've only ever recieved one (other than for my corsages for Prom and Homecoming), and that was enclosed in a balloon... completely romantic, but that's from a past chapter in my life now, so yeah. Naturally, I want to create more Rose memories. =P
Also, for everyone else, gift cards and money are always good. You all know that I love to buy clothes, and if you're my really good friends, you might even be able to get away with buying me clothes that I'll end up loving. =) hehe. Movies always rock my socks. The Longest Yard, Armageddon, Up Against Amanda, and so on... but again, if you're really good friends of mine, you know what I like. Linda Howard books: "White Lies" and "Almost Forever". The new Simple Plan cd. I love monkeys so you can't go wrong there. Stuffed animals, candles, and picture frames are also fool-proof winners in the Amanda gift-giving process. hehe.
I hope that helps you all out some. But just remember... your friendship and love is way more than enough. I don't need anything from anyone. I love you all. =)
Happy Birthday to me... soon.
Yep, my birthday is coming up, and this may sound stupid, but as of right now I'm not looking forward to it. Everything is just so stressing and... I don't know. BLAH. Turning 18 is supposed to be fun, but I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. I hope that changes in 11 days because if the 29th gets here and I'm still not looking forward to it, I'm going to be upset... blah (again). Good Night.
I've lost my wisdom... hehe.
I went to get the oral surgeon today and got my wisdom teeth out. It wasn't as bad as I thought. I'm just really tired right now and my bottom lip is numb... hehe. During the surgery, I had dejavou so that was weird. The surgeon told me that he had a hangover and that I was his first patient, but he was just joking... hehe. They gave me some vicodin (I think I spelled that right), and those pills are freakin' huge. I think I need to sleep because I'm really... blah. I don't know what I do with this stupid gauze while I sleep though, since I'm supposed to change it every half hour. Oh well... Oh yeah, and I kept my teeth. They're kind of... funky looking. two of them are all... crooked kind of. Oh well. =) It's over and I'm alive and Craig's coming after school to make me feel better. =) I love him.
Craig came over today after school. =) I still miss him, but I'm not all crazy-depressed about it. I'm also going over to his house tomorrow after school, so it's going to be better. =) I called him earlier and just talking to him made me so... =) =). I love his voice... and the way it sounds when he's smiling and happy. =) I love him. =)